 Loosing words | It seems CafeCat can't pull any word out of her head on paper. That is the result when she didn't see what the voice in her head in word. Like everyone, she gathers many informations through eyes, ears, mouth, hands, sometimes from nose or feet, etc., and they all want to tell her something. The worst things is they never wait for each other, and just want to barge into CafeCat's head. I guess that's why people find communication so soothing. With communication, you get a single channel to unleash all these informations in an instant moment. In that case, keeping secrets would really dissolve a person's spirit. I know there have no solid scientific descriptions for what spirits are, but for what I've learned so far, spirits are the core of free will, the will that how people make choices. Combining all choices you make, spirits start shaping an individual, and make every being unique in their own way.
Anyhow, I'm out of the topic I want to say here in the first place, and I got go. Though, I'd always write for CafeCat, as she'd leave a vent here.
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|  Wine seekers | CafeCat has been busy, and didn't let me talk much. Last time we were thinking about this human relationship's shaping is different from place to place, from past to the feature. Let me call everyone around CafeCat the traveler. Some travelers bought souvenirs, and some brought exotic spirits. If this whole process of shaping relationship is like brewing, then those people CafeCat used to know are wine seekers, and now what she understands are beer seekers. You don't need to be an alcoholic to understand when people are seeking for wine, and what you'd expect to get from beer. Both have the possibility to get you drunk or just have enough to taste their delights. It's the way people drink them or how do they get them makes the difference. Wine seekers start relationship as two independent individuals. It depends on how many changes these two individuals come across a common ground, common interests that these two individuals then decides to lower their guards to trust each other. With trust, two individuals can feel comfortably to travel together, to be bountiful and still as two independent ones. Needlessly to say, the other type starts relationship as two dependant individuals, to fulfill the need of dependence, the boundary is withdrawn. It makes one easy to ask favors and depend on favors from another. In another words, this trusts might be easy to gain and loose as well.
Though, how would you know you encounter an exotic sprit? You'll never know until you become one.
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| | | Talking to memories | So how many days have passed? Yet I don't think CafeCat remembered much about things happened for past few days. However, CafeCat did remember a day in the morning, Hasbi jumped onto the bed, and was mewing nonstop, asking for food. That morning CafeCat was really woozy, and didn't want to get up at all. She pretended sleeping, but Hasbi was still pacing around CafeCat's pillow, talking and talking until Hurrahu came in and filled up his bowl with food. Hasbi did that all the time, and the funny thing is he only asks for food in the morning. The moment he senses Hurrahu and CafeCat wakes up, even just open eyes a bit, he starts to talk. Cats are really some interesting kinds. If you don't know them, they seem to be apathetic and distant, but once you get to know them, they always come to surprise you at the moment you'd expect the least.
 Q: Don't they really lost the taste of sweetness?
LOL: According to Cat's Dictionary, so called "Cat nap" could be as long as 20 hours. Well, it's long but light.
Q: So, they probably hardly dream. Do they?
A: I don't know. Only know that when dreams occur for a human, the brain is active and the body is inactive. Our muscles are usually paralyzed, so we won't act out our dreams. Sleepwalking isn't dreaming, it actually occurs before the real state of dream.
Q: However, dreams are related with memories. Whoever can remember things, long or short, could possibly have dreams?
LOL: Once CafeCat put Hasbi's favorite toy, a rope into the bottom drawer of the closet in front of him. He went to open it when CafeCat left the room. The second time, CafeCat hid the rope into the upper drawer of the closet, and Hasbi went to open every drawers in that closet.
Cat: "If in doubt, wash" and "If bored, sleep".
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| | Magic fight | So, CafeCat has almost been fighting in Wow this weekend. It's interesting CafeCat goes back to magic fight again long since Diablo. I thought she'll never be enjoy herself in fantasy world anymore, then that will be sad. To be able to enjoy things is as much valuable as it is to have achievements. One fulfills pleasure which keeps your soul young and another gives you content that let you accept growing old. Although, to understand content is more about looking at yourself honestly. However, if you find nothing but awfulness, people usually will just forever bury it and lost themselves. Then the circle beings. Feeling lost, being angry, sloppy, then turns into unproductive, easily get jealous, deepening hatred, takes no joys in simple matters and lost and hardly find the content at last. Don't people understand affliction is greater painful than a onetime massive destruction? And,Yes, people take pleasures in their own suffering, just because the pain seems petty at that moment. They detest other's joys because deep down they know they have made the choice to burn their pleasures in suffering. Oh, listen, those undead skeletons are screaming in the grave yard again.
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|  So many things and so little time |  Remember the time when we got back home, I was exhausted, but my mind was still hanging on another project. That is other kind of work. I didn't want myself to work frantically, but I didn't want to give myself some easy excuses to be lazy either. It was so closed to accomplish that day's task which I planed for, but again, progress of our type of work didn't always go as plan. There always will have problems, new bugs after old bugs, surprises out of surprises. I remembered I told the buyer I need two more weeks to finish remaining tasks, but now I still need one more. Again, it was so closed to complete this week's tasks which I really planed for. Although, working on hourly based gives me some advantages this time. I won't need to feel the pressure of catching up the dead line, but knowing the buyer is still expecting the program can be done as soon as possible is enough to tense me up, and even helpless. Deal is deal, once I carry it out, I'm sure both sides will feel it is worthwhile.
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