| Glad to have piano with me | 
After several hours digging myself into Delphi's component, I found myself extremely exhausted. Then I remember something beside me, oh my piano. So I decided to loose myself in piano in the next moment. I have been playing this piece from Chopin, the opus25/1 for over half an year. There had a note which needed my left hand to jump down one scale in about one second, and so it took me long time to get over it. But I like this piece very much, the first time when I saw this piece and played it in my heart, I couldn't believe just how well Chopin took good advantage of our just ten fingers to breed such simple yet lush melody. The right hand and the left hand approaches the almost same chords and the same temple, except the right hand has the first leading note which is the strongest note you'll hear in this piece to direct the song going. I tried very hard to play it softly and constantly, and I finally made it.
I treasure my privilege that not to earn my living with music. How could I describe to you the music I saw? Maybe it is like this note sheets appear in my dream like the picture above. It is vague but it covers up the every part of me, and those notes did over lap on each part of element on me. Once when I was composing, I thought of the object I was writing for Flash, and then started to write it down with notes in the same approach. When I drew the picture for my cats, I was thinking the music I composed for my cats. I remember at music school, I was forced to produce 16 bars' composition in a week, and I was frustrated, sitting in front of my piano most of the time, and now I don't have deadline anymore but I have the notes in my heart, in my dream , in every moment. Even when in the middle of composing, I stopped, but I was just stopped writing it, I knew I still had the story to tell my music. For that, I feel the freedom.
(you can listen to this piece in my music/performance section or from the link- here -) - April 5th, Tuesday -
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| | The new door to the new world | I was really trying hard to have some result of music that combines the classical and digital music, and afterward present the music form which has the soul of classical music and the merit of the digital music. The soul of the classical music is that it describes the music with the most pure and individual approach and provoke the lush emotion; the merit of the digital music is to give music a vent by providing it certain reach speech.(This speech could be simple but do it with more perception of the subject behind.) I'm very familiar with the soul of classical music, but can not catch the merit of digital music. When I almost collected enough conception of digital music, I lost the construction of the soul of classical music. The balance between these two is difficult to find, and of course there also comes the fact that I can not be too greedy for it. So, therefore, I decided to let the merit of the classical music assist digital music to present its soul.
Lol, anyway, I'll continue thinking about it.- February 7th, Monday -
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| | Frame of mind | | Most people making digital music don't use weighty key-keyboard like I do, but the reason I use it is because I also use this kind of keyboard to record my piano performance, and for that I'd wish the keyboard would have the most inheritances from real piano. At that time, I was recording one of the channels with this keyboard, and some images just suddenly flashed upon my head while my fingers were up and down on the keyboard. These images were those times when I making digital painting with brush tool, and those times when I gave different values for getting smoother result of my desired gravity simulation in program. The same feeling and the same thought and the same mood for all of those things just suddenly all gathered together and happened in my mind. It was amazing and felt more excited than if I was sitting on the seat of time machine. It was more than viewing the images on time machine one frame by one frame but saw it through a transparent wall, that fully and completely. However, this frame of mind only came up for a moment and was gone with a twinkling of an eye. - Januaray 3th, Sunday -
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| | Talk to myself | I’m still working on the current music song with the name of THE HUMOR OF MAGICIAN from time to time, and now I’m quite used to the properties of digital sample. There has a major reason that I feel like wanting to back to composing digital music is I finally figured out how to record sound from keyboard into program eventually. Heeee….. It really sounds silly.
After I’ve recorded the first track, and was up to make the second track continuously, I found this is pretty interesting to play on keyboard together with my own recording. Most of the time, I have more lush melody in my imagination than what I did in result and still have difficulty to have them expressed completely with this way of composing(digital). Making music is the only thing that drags me into an only world which I could focus on things entirely. I can not making music day and night constantly like I do in making programs. That will be exhausted. For another moment, I realize how I will feel shy whenever I listen to my own songs or let others listen to my song in front of me, because that is the time when my sentiment was told frankly. Of course, that is only what I feel myself this way.
- December 2th, Thursday -
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| | The Sound Imitator | Recently I’m working on a digital track project.. I have the difficulty to create my idea sound sample. The digital sample doesn’t behave like tradition instrument that will remain its sound property. And there has a very big difference between them tow, too. Because of the changing of the sound property, digital sound sample didn’t obey the natural harmony chords rules as I predicted. Therefore, I have to try not to think about the chords that much as I did when composing music with tradition instrument, and follow my ear’s judgment first instead.
We have a friend, Tolga who made many good digital music. Once I was amazed by how he made so many diffierent sound while he intented to amuse everybody . Other may only see the funny part of the sound he made, however, what I saw is what his mind works on the sound. The sound that given from his mouth, and it is a way of natural sound, and this is the mind from making digital music.- November 26th, Friday -
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