| Wine seekers | CafeCat has been busy, and didn't let me talk much. Last time we were thinking about this human relationship's shaping is different from place to place, from past to the feature. Let me call everyone around CafeCat the traveler. Some travelers bought souvenirs, and some brought exotic spirits. If this whole process of shaping relationship is like brewing, then those people CafeCat used to know are wine seekers, and now what she understands are beer seekers. You don't need to be an alcoholic to understand when people are seeking for wine, and what you'd expect to get from beer. Both have the possibility to get you drunk or just have enough to taste their delights. It's the way people drink them or how do they get them makes the difference. Wine seekers start relationship as two independent individuals. It depends on how many changes these two individuals come across a common ground, common interests that these two individuals then decides to lower their guards to trust each other. With trust, two individuals can feel comfortably to travel together, to be bountiful and still as two independent ones. Needlessly to say, the other type starts relationship as two dependant individuals, to fulfill the need of dependence, the boundary is withdrawn. It makes one easy to ask favors and depend on favors from another. In another words, this trusts might be easy to gain and loose as well.
Though, how would you know you encounter an exotic sprit? You'll never know until you become one. - December 12th, Wednesday -
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| | Talking to memories | So how many days have passed? Yet I don't think CafeCat remembered much about things happened for past few days. However, CafeCat did remember a day in the morning, Hasbi jumped onto the bed, and was mewing nonstop, asking for food. That morning CafeCat was really woozy, and didn't want to get up at all. She pretended sleeping, but Hasbi was still pacing around CafeCat's pillow, talking and talking until Hurrahu came in and filled up his bowl with food. Hasbi did that all the time, and the funny thing is he only asks for food in the morning. The moment he senses Hurrahu and CafeCat wakes up, even just open eyes a bit, he starts to talk. Cats are really some interesting kinds. If you don't know them, they seem to be apathetic and distant, but once you get to know them, they always come to surprise you at the moment you'd expect the least.
 Q: Don't they really lost the taste of sweetness?
LOL: According to Cat's Dictionary, so called "Cat nap" could be as long as 20 hours. Well, it's long but light.
Q: So, they probably hardly dream. Do they?
A: I don't know. Only know that when dreams occur for a human, the brain is active and the body is inactive. Our muscles are usually paralyzed, so we won't act out our dreams. Sleepwalking isn't dreaming, it actually occurs before the real state of dream.
Q: However, dreams are related with memories. Whoever can remember things, long or short, could possibly have dreams?
LOL: Once CafeCat put Hasbi's favorite toy, a rope into the bottom drawer of the closet in front of him. He went to open it when CafeCat left the room. The second time, CafeCat hid the rope into the upper drawer of the closet, and Hasbi went to open every drawers in that closet.
Cat: "If in doubt, wash" and "If bored, sleep".- November 19th, Monday -
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| | So, stop churning in my head... | | What should I do when there have countless thoughts, image flashes all crash into me and churn in my head endlessly. How does my gastrointestinal tract just keep up their work in accordance day after day like that? If even they can handle those various food I stuffed in, take and give with no doubts, and my brain can't decided on where my mind intend to go? We have been having several project plans waiting for blooming, and when I'm down to the part where all I need and have to do is really carry them out, step by step, I see how long the way it is ahead of me and that is where the real tasks lay. Obviously, my brain can't perform multitasks all the time, I have to stop thinking about studying the new field of our projects and focus on the code line in front of my eyes, and I need to just remember when we should go to supermarket before it is closed and not keep the time of last message came form project buyer. Enjoy episodes and stop rippling my enthusiasm by thinking about about my family's behaviors with associationism. The universe always tries to pursuit a balance no matter how simple the notions are or how complex the answers are. As I'm now, a simple answer is that I should stop writing at this moment and carry out the first notion brought me to my desk, and be happy about doing it. After all, that is the first thing I thought of doing it, and pick the right time to be discipline will only make life easier not worst. - August 27th, Monday -
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| | Nowadays fables | When there have problems on the website, I find codes in line where the error occurs and fix it.
When there has bug in program, I determine how did the error occur and find codes in file and fix it.
When there has error in people's behaviors, I still can guess what the factor causes the improper behavior, but I can't fix it. In a certain way, the virtue is that it is even not up to me to fix it.
In childhood, I heard and read lots stories, classic literature, detective stories, stories about great scientists, Aesop's fables etcetera. I admire scientists' endeavors and Aesop's fables humor me the most. In the real life, people prefer gossips mostly, when I put those gossips and fables together, they almost smell the same except that the nowadays gossip's characters are real and the outcome most insane. Isn't this a negative attitude? Somehow, positive matters don't interest people anymore.
I had a question revolving in my mind when I was young. I wondered there have endless positive courage or just only the endless stupidities. The world for a child's mind is solid, the mind is the action. The older we grow, the more our minds get pulled apart by actions continuously and so the world seems to be very broken to an adult's perspective. However, the true is, in the end of the day, no matter what we think or what on our mind is, it is our actions count. Although the positive courage will help us find the right action, in the end, it is still what we do in action define where we stand. From here, I see the relation of negative action and negative attitude. It happened so many times that people choose to be negative and then choose to act negatively and usually also get a negative outcome. Remember the story, The Fox and the Stork? That is only a joke the fox made while how many people in real life you see turn that joke into a serious drama?- June 29th, Friday -
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| | Share your fire. | | What's different between people at stone age going out, risking their lifes to do hunting and we now struggling in every minute of our life for making money to live? There has no difference. Can't people realize we only change the rule of seeking survival? Like we claim that the difference between we human and those animals are that we think, and we have choices to make rather than acting on instincts. We do have that distinct attributes from people at stone age. The knowledge and experiences we've gained over countless years' revolution teaches us to survive better and easier, yet people still don't know what they have and what they can do about these knowledges and experiences. The simple explanation is that people don't know how to appreciate. There have bakers standing in sweat in front of the oven making breads in bakery. There have bus drivers get up every day drive you to company. There have people clean up the streets every night for you to have a fresh start in the morning. There have workers watching over water cleaning cycle at dam to make sure you'll have clean water to drink. I can go on and on about all these things others contribute into the society, give their efforts to others as one individual to another. To say, paying money for all I can get for their efforts is just an easy way out. At stone age, I'll never be in this kind of luxury without getting myself into certain risk. But then again, that is what the revolution comprises us, makes us learn to give and take to make our survival lesson easier. As many things we've learned with the hard way that we sometimes only understand the value of a thing when we loose it. There is no independence unless you understand how you are dependent on everyone. As a matter of fact, nobody is truly independent in this society, no one is any more independent than the human at stone age, and we've been survived by the balance of giving and taken. How can we forget that? - May 8th, Tuesday -
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| | Dilemma myth | | It is shocking to realize that selfishness is intrinsic to an individual. Do I need to do sacrifices to avoid of being selfish? How will I enable to be generous while protecting myself? I think it is a myth that sacrifices are generousness and selfishness equals to greed. People are so much used to be excused being greedy by accusing others selfish. Or, on the other hand, people do sacrifices while allowing others to be greedy on them. In fact, I think selfishness is allowed to be existed when there has no damages done to the well-being of others, the objective biological and psychological needs of human being. Though, here is another interesting perspective to look at it that when you are dishonest about your selfishness consciously, you have gone to greed. - March 3th, Friday -
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